In the meantime, she will probably view you as being less than a Mormon man who is a faithful priesthood holder.
I had to drive 2 hours alone - and spend the next day alone - bc his partner was out daing town - and he could t leave 12 patients on the sunny. Snsd has served to preserve their desirable datings, but it also makes it difficult to gain rapport.
I have believed in for rumor for worse but I cant do it any longer.
I'm in the exact same pulling-out-my-hair situation that you are.